Thursday, March 22, 2012

How precious to me are your thoughts, God! How vast is the sum of them!



I was hanging out with Jesus (having a "quiet time") and he asked me if I wanted to go to heaven right now. Who says no? Then I saw me and Jesus standing in a field. The sky was painted with many streams of purple and the horizon glittered with gold. The grass had the same colors of an emerald gem. There was nothing around as far as I could see. There were no trees, no angels, no nothing, just me and Jesus. Jesus said that sometimes he comes out to this field to think. We laid down in the grass and were looked toward the sky. Suddenly Jesus’ thoughts started to appear in sky. It played out like a movie or a dream. I saw him creating a horse. At the beginning it was like a drawing or a sketch, but as the thought developed, the horse started to become more real. Colors were being splashed over him until Jesus had found the perfect coat for this horse. I was able to see the whole life of the horse from beginning to end. Jesus determines and knows all about us in the same way, from beginning all the way through eternity! And it all forms at his first thoughts. I watched Jesus’ face as he was creating this horse. His eyes were gleaming and his heart was beating with excitement! He marveled at this beautiful creation. I could feel that he was just ready for this horse to come into existence. One single thought towards this horse was as deep as the ocean. It was so intricate and complex. Just one thought is too high and too complex for any human to perceive! And to think that this horse has not even been born yet! Jesus said that he can never second guess anything he creates. He never has to go and erase any part. It is exactly how he wants it to be moving as he moves from thought to thought. We can only goes from glory to glory. He finished his thought towards the horse and it faded into the sky. We got up from the grass. Jesus said, “WOW!! Did you see how beautiful that horse was!! Wow!!” I asked, “Well, where did the horse go??” Jesus replied,” Now is the hardest part… the waiting period. He already exists; we just have to wait for Father’s timing for him to come into the world. I can’t wait for him to live and breathe and to be alive! I can’t wait to watch him grow.. so I can love him.. so I can take care of him! Alyssa for the rest of your life I want to reveal my thoughts towards you! Not like human thoughts which are indecisive and fleeting, but my thoughts that are eternal and unchanging. They are oceans deep and they outnumber the stars in the sky! I want you to know! Oh, how I want you to know!  

Saturday, March 3, 2012

Enslaved to Law of Reason


Back in October I wrote a post about lawyers, well God has continued that pattern in my life. Today I dropped my friend off at church and I headed to the park to spend time with God. However, I was either making wrong turns or the way I wanted to go was blocked off. I became really frustrated and settled with  taking the extra long way to get there. So I end up driving on University and a thought popped into my mind, "I can either see this as a coincidence, or I can believe God is doing something." I then remembered how I have always wanted to go sit by the Brazos behind the Law School Building. So I did. When I got there I was moved to go inside and for an hour God led me to pray for this building and for the law students. (It was pretty neat). I finally go and sit down to spend time with God. And when I did, this is what He showed me:

Law of Reason
There was a scroll unfolding before me and it created a path for me to walk on. I soon realized what this scroll represented: it was the laws that have been set before us, it was the laws that we lived under. When I started walking, it was like walking through a park with green grass and oak trees, but that quickly changed as I continued.  As it rolled, it led me into all types of evil and corruption. I knew that this path even led to hell. These are the things that I saw to my right and left:  women were being raped and abused, sexual perversion leading to death, I saw hunger and starvation, and babies being murdered. I saw chains being attached to people and then being chained to the ground. I saw huge cement blocks titled "labor,"  being forced onto the backs of men, there was incredible disease, and I saw the innocent being robbed and executed. 
What once was a nice delightful path with grass, trees, and life, is now hell on earth leading to eternity in hell. As I kept walking, I saw more and more demons chaining everyone to the ground. No one was free. When I came to the end of the path, I saw Reason- an idol, a goddess- that so many serve. She had the balance scales in her hand. She (Reason) laughed at all of the destruction that she had created. I saw the Overseers of the law, the people who had power and authority over it (lawyers, politicians, people of influence etc.). The overseers once thought Reason was serving them, but now they are chained to her. I saw her fall into hell, bringing all who were enslaved to her. 

Law by Faith
I was walking on a path of law again. It was not like a scroll unraveling, but it was a golden street. I saw these words on giant blacks suspended in the sky: JUSTICE, HOLINESS, RIGHTEOUSNESS, and PURITY. This was the covering of the law. All that did not obey the law could not survive under it.  like Everything that was evil that tried to walk on this path was weakened and died. Even the sin and evil that covered people broke off under this power and they became the way God intended for them to be. Their original design. The ground was stable and unmoved. It was unshakable. All who walked here were healed, restored and free. 

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I came home thinking about all that God had shown to me. I decided to look up the word reason thinking I would find a picture of the balance or something. As I was searching through images, I found an icon called "Reason Rally." I discovered this event taking place March 24, 2012 in Washington D.C.. The fear of the Lord came upon me. Reason Rally is a gathering of "secular leaders" (atheists) empowering and encouraging for a secular movement. Their "intent is to unify, energize, and embolden secular people nationwide. Whether people call themselves atheists, agnostics, secular Humanists, or any of the other terms used to describe their god-free lifestyle, secularism is coming out of the closet." Supporters of this rally leaders are strongly against Freedom of Religion. They are radical people who have a loud voice. This is not okay.If you read this please please please start praying for God to Radically move among these people. That the Church would be awakened and stand up for our rights. Pray that God's love would fall among every person involved in this. Please don't become angry at these people. My heart breaks for them because they do not know God. We do not hate the sinner but hate the sin. God is inviting us into something great that He wants to do in our country. Let us not just sit back and hope for the best. We have a direct access to the living God, so lets pray!
Here are some prayer points:
That God's presence would fill up National Mall.
That every leader and person there would encounter the living God. That they would not be satisfied with the message being proclaimed, but they would be left asking more questions about Jesus than they ever have before.
 I would even challenge you to fast on March 24th. Yes.. Fast!

Below is a testimony I watched this morning that really speaks on the power of prayer and how powerful God is in situations like this... Go watch now! 
http://www.hisdeeds.com/themes/encounters1/videos2/spies-in-the-darkness.html